I will be working on perspective first, its a good thing I recently bought a few books and dvd’s to work with.
I always thought that anatomy was first thing I should learn because all art classes I have took even the art institute of Chicago had me doing that first. I gave up rather quickly because things were off and I couldn’t add depth in my art.
I’m going to get back on my character designs again tomorrow. I’m thinking about wiping this blog clean and leave out my ramblings, still thinking about it, I don’t feel like wasting too much time on this matter.
As for texting now, I will cut back on skype and raidcall to maybe on the weekends, simply because its time consuming trying to keep up with 6757658 people. I was thinking about a second skype just for talking about things that art related. I need to come up with a flowery username since I’m out of sunny names to use. :I
I finally have a better idea on what I should do when it comes to getting better with my art. I feel so much happier now, as if I’m finally curing my art depression. I am really glad that I found TAD. The live lectures are truly informative.
Artist references and tutorials were a terrible way of learning things. My art greatly suffered from them. I’m glad that recently I just tossed most of them aside. It will be a while before I can take any courses until I can sort out the problems with my health. I will learn what I can for now.
I will have to make some more changes. Though I am a lurker on furaffinity and weasly, I will not be active on there anymore, I have no business there even if I did I will not stick around. I will just be there for my friends and that’s it. There is too much of a stigma with the furry fandom sadly. I don’t consider my self as a furry nor that I will stop drawing anthropomorphic beast.
I’m not very good at keeping up with updates but I will try.
I want a cure for this hate I have for my own art. Some days it doesn’t bother me and other days I just want to put my art through a meat grinder and burn it and then burn the ashes. By no means that this is art suicide… Its just arghfgfjg. I read about if people who sing, act, write etc. feel the same way. Most do, some don’t even look back at their own work…. lmao nias (I should do the same perhaps).
I wonder if I was happy with my art, would my drive to get better diminish?
Also~ a somewhat personal blog is already boring to try keep up with. I have other things to write about but I just don’t feel like it. <_<;
Maybe I should add sketches and wip pictures to this blog also. weh weh.